I want to be their everything.

This one is suppose to be sad however i will try not to do it that way. I am sad! Yes! Today is suppose to be a happy and fun night but then it turned out to be just so-so. Bitter? Mad? Maybe but  I am so numb to feel it that way. Its more of reasoning and realization. About something and somebody.

Its been four fun years with them.

I stick with them even though I’m not like them. I’m serious they are not. Their humor is so overflowing. They make me laugh, everyone does when they are around. But it seems everything do change. I cannot force them to be the same the first time I met them. I don’t want this to end, who wants anyways?!

Maybe I am just disappointed and sad. They are my everything and I’m just a part of their everything. I don’t want to be just a part- a tiny little part of their everything. I want to be their everything. It sounds so selfish, I know but I want to feel that I belong. Like somebody is there for me. Not just someone who is only there because they have to help you.

I need to be somewhere. Real soon. Before i go insane. )

Make me alive,darling!

I just resigned from my previous job for five months and I cant just explain how happy I am.

I’ve been running and skipping days for five months now and now I am starting to take things slow. Thanks to the people who make me realize I am still young and must enjoy the opportunities that is coming my way. I must not skip days rather enjoy it to the fullest.

I know that you may think it is not a wise decision however for me it is the wisest decision i have so far. I have never been so light and alive. I am happy although I left friends and opportunity.

Vacation is coming.. Maybe to a beach or mountain. I just need to settle first the people who I will be in that adventure and of course financial matter. Any ways I still have that credits from my five month salary and bonuses.

Will update this one soon

Head Hunter

It has been two weeks after my graduation.  And since then I have been asking myself what’s next. Really what is next after four long years of waiting and finally having my own hard earned diploma.

I am very nervous in job hunting. Its not my thing! I am afraid to be on my own. What if I didn’t make it. What if insecurity again strikes me. What if others put me down and no one will be there to support me. And a lot of what ifs keep ringing on my head.

Here are my plans, I am not sure if in the succeeding days will permit me to accomplish this but still here are my little plans:

1.       To have my job wherein it caters my interest and has good and nice people and provides me enough salary for the other plan.

2.       To pay back my parents hardships and sacrifices with me and to my community. It now about paying back and accepting responsibilities.

3.       To enjoy the fruits of my four year hardships in college, its now my time to pamper myself.

4.       To help my cousins and brother by means of supporting them financially and being a good example for them.

5.       To travel and grow with my boyfriend. I hope we continue to love each other amidst distance. And I hope we both succeed in our little steps towards our dreams.

This is what True Friend means..

blahblah! version 3!

oh musta nmn?

nasiyahan ba kau kagabi at NAINIS nyo n nmn ako ha??

this time matindi na ha??

ano ba ang problema ng dalawang IGLESIA NI CRISTO na nagsabe ng

“e0w” saken ha?

nasiyahan ba kau sa ginawa nyo ha??

uo muntik ko na ngang sagasain ung isa jan ee

konti na lang

haha..

sayang magkapatid pa nga ee

hay may mga TUNGKULIN pa naman

ang mga asal DEMONYO nmn haha!!

so evil!!

par sa inyo: ndi ko lam kung baket nyo ako inaaway ee..

wala akong ginawa sa inyo na masama noh?

kaya pede ba tantanan nyo na ako!!

ndi ko kasalanan na papnsin ang BF mo noh??

sorry ka..may jowa akong aken!

saksak mo sa baga mo jowa mong kadiri!

baket ha?

gamit na gamit ka na siguro

kaya ka ganyan noh?

haha

sorry ndi ko nmn kasalanan na pinupuri ako ng jowa mo sa mismong harapn mo ee!

ndi ko kasalanan un haha!!

oh musta nmn ung mga bilog ang ilong na mga pandak ha?

nasiyahan rin kau kagabi noh?

kayo ha..kayo tlga ndi ko kilala

at pede ba wala ako balak makilala kau

pede ba?ndi ako ndi bababa sa level nyo..

lam ko nmn ang pinagpuputok ng butchi nyo ee..

kaya pede ba tigilan nyo na ang pagpapansin saken ha?

dahil kau wala lang kaung magawa sa mga buhay nyo..

oh masayang masaya ba kayo at nainis nyo ako kagabi haha??

KAHIT ISUMPA NYO PA AKO SA BUONG BUHAY NYO..NDI PARIN KAYO MAGIGING AKO!!

haha..pede love urself na lang!

lam ko nmn ee mag inggitera at insecure kau saken

haha!!

di ba nga?

mag-react guilty!!

kaya pls lang tigilan nyo na ako

tantanan nyo na ako

dahil ako..nanahimik at walang kibo sa isang tabi!

palibhasa kasi akala nyo ndi ako papalag sa inyo ha!

baket sino ba kau sa akala nyo ha??

mga DYOSA!!

soree dahil ndi kau magiging ganon!!

dahil kayo mga walang manners!!

dapat bang mang-away kayo ng tao dahil sa walang kadahilanan ha??

kung naartehan kayo saken ee problema nyo na un..dahil maarte tlaga ako!

at kung nayayabanagan kayo sa ugali ko ee pwes eto sasabihin ko sa inyo MAS MAYAYABANG KAYO!!

haha..pede ba?

sa sobrang inis ko kagabi nsigaw ko na sana ako na lang si BETTY!

haha..!

ano kaya kung ndi ako maganda?matalino?sexy?patok? pansinin nyo kay ako?

well soree kayo..

lam ko nmn e gusto nyo maging AKO!!

kaya ganyan kayo sken

well..wala na akong masasabi pa..

dahil iyamot na iyamot na ako sa inyo!!

at meron pang ia!

baka akala nya nakakalimutan ko na sya

ang tga lanang na sumabunot sa buhok ko?

haha musta nmn un?

ndi kita kilala girl that time!!

pero ngaun kilala na kita?

musta na kau ng jowa mong girl haha??

kadiri nakakasuklam!

nakakasuka!

kung ano manrason mo sa paghablot ng buhok ko ee alam ko na ngaun!

inggit ka saken kc ee

ou nga nmn baket mo ba sasktan ang isang tao kung wala nmn ginagawang masama sayo di ba nga?

to all my enemies..

kahit anong gawin nyon pang-iinis

pang-iinsulto a panggagalit saken

ndi parin kayo magiging katulad ko

okay?

so please

LEAVE ME ALONE!

ano ba ako daig ko pa celebrity kung gawan ng issue ah?

sorry for u guys haha

for sure!!

oh cge na pinagwiwithdraw pa ako ng papa ko sa bank ee

cge ha?

haha

babuh!

=CCCC

 

 

Court of Appeals!

Oh yeah! I’ve been drooling myself with and kowing all about Law this past few months. and why? It is because  of Ms. Marie Cris R. Roco’s SS3 Political Science (Phil. Constitution). She is very good at it, and i am very happy to be one of her student.

She is not only teaching us about law but about facts and matters of what life is and what life has to offer. and I am very thankful that she shares pieces of her life to us, her student! 

I am inspired just hearing her stories, and always she made and will make me cry.

Court Room Conversations 

These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place.
———— ——— ——— -
ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active?
WITNESS: No, I just lie there.
____________ _________ _________ __
ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth?
WITNESS: July 18th.
ATTORNEY: What year?
WITNESS: Every year.
____________ _________ _________ _______
ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?
WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?
WITNESS: Yes.
ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory?
WITNESS: I forget.
ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot?
____________ _________ _________ _______
ATTORNEY: How old is your son, the one living with you?
WITNESS: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can’t remember which.
ATTORNEY: How long has he lived with you?
WITNESS: Forty-five years.
____________ _________ _________ _______
ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning?
WITNESS: He said, “Where am I, Cathy?”
ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you?
WITNESS: My name is Susan.
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo?
WITNESS: We both do.
ATTORNEY: Voodoo?
WITNESS: We do.
ATTORNEY: You do?
WITNESS: Yes, voodoo.
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: Now doctor, isn’t it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn’t know about it until the next morning?
WITNESS: Did you actually pass the bar exam?
____________ _________ _________ ______
ATTORNEY: The youngest son, the twenty year old, how old is he?
WITNESS: Uh, he’s twenty.
____________ _________ _________ _________ _
ATTORNEY: Were you present when your picture was taken?
WITNESS: Would you repeat the question?
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th?
WITNESS: Yes.
ATTORNEY: And what were you doing at that time?
WITNESS: Uh….
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: She had three children, right?
WITNESS: Yes.
ATTORNEY: How many were boys?
WITNESS: None.
ATTORNEY: Were there any girls?
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: How was your first marriage terminated?
WITNESS: By death.
ATTORNEY: And by whose death was it terminated?
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: Can you describe the individual?
WITNESS: He was about medium height and had a beard.
ATTORNEY: Was this a male or a female?
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a deposition notice which I sent to your attorney?
WITNESS: No, this is how I dress when I go to work.
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: Doctor, how many of your autopsies have you performed on dead people?
WITNESS: All my autopsies are performed on dead people.
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: ALL your responses MUST be oral, OK? What school did you go to?
WITNESS: Oral.
____________ _________ _________ ________
ATTORNEY: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?
WITNESS: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.
ATTORNEY: And Mr. Denton was dead at the time?
WITNESS: No, he was sitting on the table wondering why I was doing an autopsy on him!
____________ _________ _________ _________ _____
ATTORNEY: Are you qualified to give a urine sample?
WITNESS: Huh?
____________ _________ _________ _________ _____
And the best for last:
ATTORNEY: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: Did you check for blood pressure?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: Did you check for breathing?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: So, then it is possible that the patient was alive when you began the autopsy?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: How can you be so sure, Doctor?
WITNESS: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar.
ATTORNEY: But could the patient have still been alive, nevertheless?
WITNESS: Yes, it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law.

Damaged Hair : I Used a Chemical Straightener and My Hair Is So Brittle!

Of course it is! Think of it this way: Any chemical strong enough to change your genetically coded tendency for wavy or curly hair into stick-straight locks is going to do some damage. Even if you use a blow-dryer and a flat comb to straighten your hair non-chemically, you’re inflicting a bit of a beat-down on your locks. It wasn’t the way nature intended you to look.

Reverse some of the chemical damage with deep conditioners. If you’re seeing breakage or severe split ends, go to a salon for a trim and start using a leave-in conditioner as often as you can. Do as little blow-drying as possible, and avoid flatirons or any other heated styling devices. Don’t color your hair until it regains some vibrancy — those relaxing chemicals are harsh, and adding another process can lead to hair loss.

Don’t braid your hair, wear it in a ponytail, or pull it back in any way that creates tension on the root. Again, you’re risking breakage. Comb it gently and keep conditioning. In about a week you should see some improvement.

Keep an eye out for signs of more permanent problems, such as spot hair loss, hair breakage at the scalp line, scalp rashes, irritation and potential scarring of the scalp. These indicate the possibility of damage to the follicle, which could inhibit future hair growth. That’s serious, and you should see a professional immediately.

Although hair relaxers and straighteners have improved tremendously (don’t ever use a product with lye, by the way), the Food and Drug Administration still gets a high number of complaints about them every year. However, the agency also notes that most complaints stem from incorrect use of the products by consumers or improperly trained hairdressers. The bottom line: Don’t do this at home and pick a good stylist.

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suddenly..

nwlan ako ng drive pra sumulat….

hnapin ku lng ulit….

A Week of your Life

“LAST HOLIDAY” Paramount Pictures Presents
An ImageMovers/Laurence Mark Production
A Wayne Wang Film
Executive Producers Robert Zemeckis Steve Starkey Richard Vane Peter S. Seaman Jeffrey Price
Produced by Laurence Mark Jack Rapke
Based upon a Screenplay by J.B. Priestley
Screenplay by Jeffrey Price & Peter S. Seaman
Directed by Wayne Wang

Release: January 13, 2006

—- this is my favorite scene. really, it is were Georgia achieved everything in her book of possibilities unintentional. when she went to Grandhotel Pupp, her only aim is to enjoy every moment of her life and spenting every cent she has but to what the story runs she change the lives of the people around her. and that for me is something! it is when God suddenly give you shocking news and changes and you have nothing to do but to accept. you live everything to God and God planned everything for you.

thats faith anyway. when theres no one you could turn to in times of troubles, when friends and family suddenly leaves you, it is Him who you can turn to. He has plans for us.. for me.. and we all have to believe in Him. TRUSt HIM.. cause from there He will save us..

i hope, theres a lot of movies like this.. very uplifting!! Two thumbs UP!!-_^.!

Article II, Section 4

There are lots of things that I really what to do, mind you not just things but THINGS.. Things that can change the world.

It bothers me alot the news about Mindanao. The abduction and killings of civilian in a certain place in Mindanao due to some thing left discussed by the MILF and the Government. Ask me if what would i want: All out war or Peace talk? I’d rather choose all out war against the MILF after evacuating all the civilian at Mindanao. Not becacuse i agree with what are government wants with Mindanao but because peace talk are taking a lot of process.Both the MILF and the Governemnt are only saying what they want. Yung mga points na ikakabuti nila. And that is so selfish!!! 

The Government for instance, must protect the welfare of the people that is stated in Philippine Constitution. Butfor what I see..Nagpapaulan sila ng mga bombs all around Mindanao o kung saan yung alam nila nagtatago si Kato.. heheh.. Abay paano nalang kung mali sila ng akala at paano na lang kung mali sila ng kalkulasyon sa tatamaan ng bomba. eh d anu nangyari sa kapatid nating Muslim at ng ilan pang natitirang Kristyano sa Mindanao.

The MILF on the other hand, most of them are Muslim.. aryt? malamang! diba labag sa kanila ang pumatay? Am i right? at tingin ko at base sa napanood ko sa mga balita. Hindi na tama ang pinaglalaban nila. At hindi na rin tama ang paraan ng pakikipaglaban nila.

oh dba?? All out War nalang.. 

Pero paano ito maisasagawa?? I was saying kanina, there are lots of things that i want to do but beacuse some other things are blocking it. Or maybe, there are no way to do it  or I am not in the position to do this. I am just me. But i hope our Government be enlighten and realize that they are not portraying what our constitution had written.at NAkakainis!!!!!!!!!!!! Kawawa na yung mga tao dun!!!! Hello!